My Dog....

So Monday has came and gone.

In my opinion Monday sucked.

I had a pretty bad day on Monday...

If you hadn't guessed it, Monday wasn't the greatest.

I have been ill for a couple of days now, I was feeling really under the weather and just when you think the bad has came and gone another bomb gets thrown at you.

You will probably know this about me but I will share anyways....

I have a pet dog called Gilbert.

This is Gilbert.

He has been in our family for ages.

The bad news was that we have to get rid of Gilbert. 

Now this broke my heart on Monday and has been on my mind ever since but I have been slowly able to adjust my understanding around it but still.... 

Gilbert was from Dogs Trust, so that is where he is going back to. 

Now I don't understand why I was faced with this particular challenge this week but it has been very very hard to handle. I have shouted, argued and cried about this a lot. Its painful and definitely not what I wanted to be dealing with this week. But still when situations come at you, you need to act.

As I did say though I am slowly understanding, I am understanding that whatever happens Gilbert will always be my dog. He will always be my friend and he will always be apart of our family. 

I guess this is just a post about how much Gilbert helped, protected and loved me. 

I just wish it could be different. 

Love you boy.