Love

I remember back in school one of my teachers said to me "Jamie you wont ever know what Love is until you lose it", my instant response was to question the point of Love. His response was that if you ever put your full heart into something and then have it taken away could only leave you with emptiness you will then feel what Love was and now what it is to lose it. I disagreed with him straight away as I would usually do and I said that i would only ever truly know Love when I could recognize a life within it.

Love, its confusing, painful, stressful but over all is the most amazing thing to have in your life. I can only say that I have been taught to Love again after losing things that I have put my heart into, you can only put everything on the lune before you have to withdraw because it hurts to much. But as I said I have been taught how to love again... Love life, Love God, Love my family and Love Rachel, its 3 easy words that could either mean the world or be as misleading as ever I would like to think I have kept that to myself to say only a few times to a few people that I have left my heart open to.

The thing I guess I'm trying to say is that its always going to be painful to Love but its totally worth it. It is painful to be apart from Rachel, but she is worth waiting for. Its stressful, painful, upsetting and overall crazy to think that she is over 6000 miles away from me but I know that my heart is hers forever and that distance is NOTHING and our Love is everything.

Love...... its quite powerful really