Sleepless In Jamie-Town....

Ahhh so its another night where it just doesn't seem like I will be able to sleep very well. In this position I will usually try my usual routine of going for a run, or watching a film or perhaps swapping bedding over but tonight I thought "why not update my blog?" so here we are.

Its mothers day today as it is indeed 12.49am as I am writing this, I haven't actually been home for mothers day for quite a while now. Sounds bad really but I like to think that if I can't make my mum feel like she is the best mum in the world during the year than why would one day help? I usually don't like sending cards but this year I did which was good. She got it a day early which was nice, all scrawled out in my bad handwriting (thats how she knows it was me) and then sent on Friday so all is well!

As Google has notified me as well its also the anniversary of the very first documented ice cream sundae! Fantastic! I always like random facts like that!!

But anyway I have realized that usually when I can't sleep I will either do some of those things I mention before or I will listen to a Cd or some music. The album I am use to listening to is the gladiator soundtrack, but tonight I think I will listen to the August Rush soundtrack.

I'm not 100 percent why I can't sleep but still I can probably name a few things... Rachel.... Her student visa is currently in the process to be completed and then she will be flying to England when ever they will let her but its very exciting to just think about her being in the same country as me!! The future.... I'm not sure whats going on with my future really apart from youth work and Rachel, everything else God knows... I don't know what my job will be, where I will live, where my financial support will come from BUT its all so so exciting because it means right now I am not in control... I am not calling the shots.... I have given up that responsibility with my life, future, family, fiancée and everything else that is in my life to God to deal with and I am happy with that.

So really I think that love and excitement is keeping me up.

:{)